My Loc Journey

I finally started my Locs, Yay!   I must let you know that this is huge for me.  I always said that I wanted them and now the time is  here.  My Man is happy I chose to start them and He helps keep me strong during my journey.  I’m growing into my locs and loving them because I love me. God created me with such blessing and I am so thankful. I am excited and now I will watch my hair bloom with Grace In Jesus name Amen. 😄 #MyLocJourney

Starter locs with 2 strand twists.
Tomorrow I get my locs retwisted!
Tomorrow my hair will bloom!
Smiles of joy!
Strength and smiles
My Hair bloomed. This style is the palm twist locs. My hair has grown beautifully. Amen!😄
I let my locs flow and head out with my favorite Man! All Smiles! 😊

Enjoying Time

It’s a beautiful day in the A…And we are finally in the Fall Season!

The sun is shining, the wind is blowing and the leaves on the trees are so colorful.  This is my favorite time of the year.  I just love wearing chunky sweaters, leggings and boots. There’s something about the Fall that just makes my heart smile.  I love reading inspiration books, listening to Neo-soul, Gospel, Jazz and just relaxing.  Enjoying time is something that’s needed big time.  I look at the leaves on the trees and just thank God for such beauty He creates.  He is a great God and so merciful!  I absolutely enjoy my time with God.  His company is so inviting, so peaceful, so loving, so amazing and wonderful.  I just Love His company.  He hears every thought that comes to my mind.  I hear His voice speaking to me and telling me that He loves me so much and enjoys His time with me.  He definitely keeps His word about never leaving nor forsaking us.  He is a great God and He give us the Enjoying Time that we need.  I pray that everyone enjoys the time that they are blessed with.  Embrace it Beloved!  🙂

 

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Choosing Celibacy

Many people choose to be celibate for different reasons.  Some choose to be celibate to follow God’s Will for their life.  God knows best, he knows what’s safe for us and He knows how to guide us in following His will.  He created us and there’s nothing that he cannot do. He knows the beginning  to the end of our life.  Choosing God’s way in every area of your life is the best.  Yes, life gets tuff at times, but trusting Him always brings peace.

Celibacy is a great choice.  It gives you time to get to know who you are and to wait on the spouse God chooses for you to make love to on your wedding and for the rest of your life.    Our bodies belong to God.  Giving it away against His will is not healthy and safe.

I love how God talks to us letting us know our worth and teaching us to save ourselves for marriage.  His plan, His will, His way is beautiful and it is a blessing that is everlasting.

Pray and wait.  Amen

 

When You Don’t Have The Strength To Pray

There are times when you wake up and just don’t have the strength to pray.  You feel like you’ve been doing everything that you are supposed  to be doing.  Reading my bible.  Being kind and compassionate,  being quiet, being still, waiting.  Yet you still feel a little lost.  You Don’t know what to do.  The enemy will try to attack you at  your lowest.  But you hear a voice say.  “I won’t ever leave you nor forsake you.” You say, “what am I going to do?”.  So you just sit, wait and push to pray. Push with God’s strength,  Push with is Word.

Push….Push….Push Harder

You feel His presence  surround you and fill you up with grace.  You kneel and pray and say thank you for rescuing  me Lord. My strong tower, my refuge,  my King, My father that I need. “I can’t do this by myself”.  ” I give it to you, I need you God so much, more than anything. I need you Father!!!!!!”

“Can you hear me!!!!!!???” Tears falling down your face and you speak the words thank you Lord. You feel The Holy Spirit comfort you in every area that Hurts and you feel grace and you are helped.

You shout “Glory!!!!!”

 

-Nzinga Julson

Watering my blessings to watch them bloom into beautiful.

All I Feel Is God

A feeling that is amazing

His Spirit moves me in places I never imagined.
He can speak and my whole being is listening.
He covers me with a blanket of protection and never lets me go.
God is so refreshing and His spirit fills me with so much joy.
He’s the most beautiful gift I ever received.
A gift that is my King.

Is She My Rib?

Always ask God first

                            

He’s sure that he found her.  The question keeps playing in his mind.  Is she my Rib?  The only one who will know this is God.    He must ask God.  So he prays Matthew 7:7 and waits on God to answer.   He waits and he seeks God more and more.

– Nzinga Julson

Dear, My Husband To Be

I’ve  been praying for you for 3 years and the prayer gets deeper everyday.   I’m thankful that God blesses me with His words to use to pray over you.  The prayer is not of the flesh but of the spirit. Praying in the spirit is safe and amazingly refreshing.  I pray for you to Love God more than yourself, become a Man of God, Be a Provider, be a Peaceable Man, And to be a Leader as God guides you to do so.  Our spirits connect on so many Godly levels it’s beautiful!  I’m thankful that God connected us in the spiritual before the physical.   I know that when we meet for the first time, it’s going to be powerful. Powerful  because God will be in the center of us.  I pray that you seek God’s face, kingdom  and righteousness.   God created you and what a strong spirit you are.  I pray that you are happy, filled with the presence of the Lord and are open to follow everything God asks for you to do.  I pray that you Trust God always, lean on Him and put God first always.  I know that you’re a king because God made it clear to me. You will be my King one day and I your Queen. We will worship God together with our children. Until then we will worship him together in the spirit and on God’s time which is always on time, we will worship in the physical as One. I will be your rib and helpmeet that you are searching for.  I’m saving myself for you and I pray that you’re saving yourself for me.   I will continue to pray for you forever.  God bless you fully my husband, my love to be in Jesus name amen.

Love,

Your Wife To Be