When You Don’t Have The Strength To Pray

There are times when you wake up and just don’t have the strength to pray.  You feel like you’ve been doing everything that you are supposed  to be doing.  Reading my bible.  Being kind and compassionate,  being quiet, being still, waiting.  Yet you still feel a little lost.  You Don’t know what to do.  The enemy will try to attack you at  your lowest.  But you hear a voice say.  “I won’t ever leave you nor forsake you.” You say, “what am I going to do?”.  So you just sit, wait and push to pray. Push with God’s strength,  Push with is Word.

Push….Push….Push Harder

You feel His presence  surround you and fill you up with grace.  You kneel and pray and say thank you for rescuing  me Lord. My strong tower, my refuge,  my King, My father that I need. “I can’t do this by myself”.  ” I give it to you, I need you God so much, more than anything. I need you Father!!!!!!”

“Can you hear me!!!!!!???” Tears falling down your face and you speak the words thank you Lord. You feel The Holy Spirit comfort you in every area that Hurts and you feel grace and you are helped.

You shout “Glory!!!!!”

 

-Nzinga Julson

Watering my blessings to watch them bloom into beautiful.

All I Feel Is God

His Spirit moves me in places I never imagined.
He can speak and my whole being is listening.
He covers me with a blanket of protection and never lets me go.
God is so refreshing and His spirit fills me with so much joy.
He’s the most beautiful gift I ever received.
A gift that is my King.

Dear, My Husband To Be

I’ve  been praying for you for 3 years and the prayer gets deeper everyday.   I’m thankful that God blesses me with His words to use to pray over you.  The prayer is not of the flesh but of the spirit. Praying in the spirit is safe and amazingly refreshing.  I pray for you to Love God more than yourself, become a Man of God, Be a Provider, be a Peaceable Man, And to be a Leader as God guides you to do so.  Our spirits connect on so many Godly levels it’s beautiful!  I’m thankful that God connected us in the spiritual before the physical.   I know that when we meet for the first time, it’s going to be powerful. Powerful  because God will be in the center of us.  I pray that you seek God’s face, kingdom  and righteousness.   God created you and what a strong spirit you are.  I pray that you are happy, filled with the presence of the Lord and are open to follow everything God asks for you to do.  I pray that you Trust God always, lean on Him and put God first always.  I know that you’re a king because God made it clear to me. You will be my King one day and I your Queen. We will worship God together with our children. Until then we will worship him together in the spirit and on God’s time which is always on time, we will worship in the physical as One. I will be your rib and helpmeet that you are searching for.  I’m saving myself for you and I pray that you’re saving yourself for me.   I will continue to pray for you forever.  God bless you fully my husband, my love to be in Jesus name amen.

Love,

Your Wife To Be