I’m Honest

                  I’m not perfect.
                              I have flaws.   
                    I make mistakes.
                                   I do fall.
                       I ask for help.
                                     I cry.
                                 I pray.

– Nzinga Julson
        
                            

Watering my blessings to watch them bloom into beautiful.

A Vision Of Me Traveling To Jamaica

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I had a vision of me traveling to Jamaica. I love the way it looks when I view pictures. I hear about the freshness of the food. I hear that it’s such a wonderful place. One day I will get to see how wonderful it may be.

I hear the sound of the water beach and feel the sand on my feet. I need to get there. I feel the love from the people, I hear the sound of the drums as the carribbean music flows.

I taste the beauty of what God created and there’s so much more for me. I will get to see Jamaica someday until this vision is a blessing my eyes needed to see.

Dear Jamaica,
I pray that I will see you in the physical one day.

– Nzinga Julson

Watering my blessings to watch them bloom into beautiful.

When You Don’t Have The Strength To Pray

There are times when you wake up and just don’t have the strength to pray.  You feel like you’ve been doing everything that you are supposed  to be doing.  Reading my bible.  Being kind and compassionate,  being quiet, being still, waiting.  Yet you still feel a little lost.  You Don’t know what to do.  The enemy will try to attack you at  your lowest.  But you hear a voice say.  “I won’t ever leave you nor forsake you.” You say, “what am I going to do?”.  So you just sit, wait and push to pray. Push with God’s strength,  Push with is Word.

Push….Push….Push Harder

You feel His presence  surround you and fill you up with grace.  You kneel and pray and say thank you for rescuing  me Lord. My strong tower, my refuge,  my King, My father that I need. “I can’t do this by myself”.  ” I give it to you, I need you God so much, more than anything. I need you Father!!!!!!”

“Can you hear me!!!!!!???” Tears falling down your face and you speak the words thank you Lord. You feel The Holy Spirit comfort you in every area that Hurts and you feel grace and you are helped.

You shout “Glory!!!!!”

 

-Nzinga Julson

Watering my blessings to watch them bloom into beautiful.

God created the Heavens and the Earth. He also created Man and Woman

God is that powerful to create Eve out of Adam’s rib.  How lovely, how beautiful,  how amazing!  I’m lost for words on how to explain God’s hands.  I’m just grateful for how he created man and woman.  He created woman to be a helpmeet for her husband.  The rib has strength, structure, support.  God knew what he was doing when he created these blessings in a woman.   A wife can provide these blessings with prayer for her husband by having God in her.  A husband can provide for his wife protection,  peace, leadership and prayer only by having God in Him. 

God is amazing, He is Love, a King, a Friend and the best Provider. You will see how amazing He is in the Book of Genesis  through revelation.  Receive Him in your heart and keep Him in there.  HE’S WORTH IT! 😀

Obedience

Are we obedient to God?

Yes we are sometimes.  We must pray to Him and ask Him to search our heart.  Ask Him to clean us out. Ask Him to fill us with His will and not ours.  Pray to Him to guide us in His way only.  We must trust God always.  There’s no time for doubt or worry.  I’m thankful that He never stops speaking to us.  It’s time for us to open our ears to hear and listen  to the greatest  teacher of all.  We learn to be obedient  to God, and we must make a choice  to stay in obedience. He is The most High and the Great I Am! My God is awesome!

Sleepless in Atlanta

We may lose some sleep. But it will be worth it later on in life.

A little 8 year olds hand touched my face to wake me up around 3 am this morning.   She wanted Mommy.   Now some parents all know how our children are around that time.  They want you to hold them, they want to sleep in your bed, they want you.   I’m trying to let my daughter know that she cannot sleep In my room anymore because  she getting older and I don’t want her to get used to my bed and forget about her bed.  This isn’t easy, it’s tough because  you will hear crying, whining,  sniffles, etc…

I have to stick to what I say to help my daughter.  I know a lot of parents been through this and are still going through this.  I pray and wait.  It’s not easy but God helps tremendously.   Not just for me but for my daughter as well.

Stay strong parents.  Our children  have to learn that we are not hurting them by telling that they cannot sleep with us. We are helping them so that they will sleep in their own beds and enjoy the comfort of sleep.

This may take a few sleepless  nights.  But it will be worth it.

It’s 6:27 am now, I only got a total of 4 hrs of sleep. Every little helps. Happy Monday!

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All I Feel Is God

A feeling that is amazing

His Spirit moves me in places I never imagined.
He can speak and my whole being is listening.
He covers me with a blanket of protection and never lets me go.
God is so refreshing and His spirit fills me with so much joy.
He’s the most beautiful gift I ever received.
A gift that is my King.